I love music. I love what it makes me feel. I love how I feel. I think it is a way for me to get lost, without having somewhere to go. I give control to the song, to the lyrics. I am at the mercy of the artist. I am at the mercy of their story. It is easier to live someone else’s life than my own. I have to be responsible for my life. When I am in their music, I am a follower, not a leader. Why am I so sad? Why am I afraid of success? Do not let fear in my life. Ever since I was told, I may not find an entry-level job in my chosen industry because of my age. It is now a new fear.

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